bye bye summer.
how you were good to me.

i just want to be successful

It's been almost a month since I blogged in here.
Been hanging out with Adrian and Mikey a lot.
Sam's becoming one of my closest friends.
Haven't hung out with my own roommate in like weeks.
Didn't work at HOF the whole week.
Drank every weekend for the passed 4 weeks.
First weekend I didn't drink.
Was on a 8 day smoke free streak, but I ended it yesterday.
Worked from 3:30pm-12:20am last night.
Kind of scared

July 17
-went to the beach with the girls
-ate at chili's
-went home
July 18
-work #1 5:30-close
-got picked up by zan, zannilyn, and maria
-went to anthony's ice cream party
-played 3 games of beer pong and 5 games of flip cup
-had a shot of jack daniels
-got super fucked up
-brent and joe lied to me about taking me home at 3am.
-spooned for the first time in a long time
-zan takes me home
-got home around 430ish? can't remember.

July 19
-woke up super hungover
-went to eat pho but couldn't finish it
-hung out with mommy
-took a nap at the park
-went jogging with KC
-went to nuyo all sweaty and gross
-went to walmart to buy her stuff for the air force
-man drops a gallon and doesn't even hear me yelling at him because he was busy talking to someone, so i had to carry it to him and i had to show off my muscles hahahahaha
-exhausted


"i wish i had a boy. like to flirt with. like you know, the beginning of the relationship when you guys are just dating and you guys act like cute little kids"

You're a Wolf

July 5
-church
-BBQ
-mall with kk and adrian

July 6
-went to the mall with adrian to apply for jobs

July 7
-went to the zoo from 11-6pm
-had a beer at wing stop

July 8
-hung out with stephen for one last time before he left to North Carolina and Iraq
-went to in n out
-almost crashed stephen's car
-went on a grunion run

July 9
-laundry
-got a call for an interview at 6:30pm
-got hired on the spot!
-went to sam's house
-went to church
-ate at Lolita's
-fell asleep watching finding forrester

July 10
-went to sleep at 330am
-woke up at 430am
-left san diego around 8 or 9
-rode with zannilyn, zaria and alex
-talked about sex and guys who we found attractive
-got to six flags around 11
-left the park around 4pm to eat at mcdonalds
-knocked the fuck out on the way, even though it was only like a 5 minute drive to get back to the park
-rode x2 and goliath and headed for home
-knocked the fuck out again in jeff's car
-got to jeff's house and played a couple games of beer pong 3vs3

July 11
-can't remember what i did during the day
-went to adrian's house to play beer pong
-played several games and john yacked in the back of adrian's house
-got dropped off by mikey

July 12
-church
-hungover, and slept at my mom's friends house for 4 hours
-went to church again
-went to the beach with mae, adrian and vohn

July 13
-first day of work

July 14
-work
-went to chili's, found out my friend worked there
-got hooked up and got to order a tropical sunrise which was the size of a bowl

July 15
-worked from 330-930
-came home exhausted
-matt calls sober

July 16
-woken up by a drunk dialer at 4am
-went to the mall around 11am to buy shoes
-hung out at starbucks for a bit
-went to my second job to fill out paper work around 12
-got picked up by terry
-kickin' it at home. don't know what to do.

exit music

went to rodney's.
had a steel reserve.
went to adrian's and played monster pong.
had a beer.
didn't sleep at all.
woke up to drama.
drove to temecula and didn't get to sleep or eat before leaving.
came home around 5.
had 2 shots of absolut vodka mango flavored.
had a can of bud light, a can of modelo, a bottle of bud light with lime.
too much on my mind and haven't slept for like 24 hours or more.
i hope tomorrow will be a good day.

i don't give a shit!

drove to san diego.
bought kc chai tea bobba.
went to watch my first IMAX movie! (transformers revenge of the fallen, derrr)

with their eyes as red as the devil's dick!

after two weeks, my bruise finally healed.